Hey darlin

older but no more the wise; learned the art of compromise...

I feel terrible all the time

28th November 11

nothing helps. i feel so lonely and lame. I want so, so badly to change, but don’t feel like I can. 

I don’t even know what I want. I don’t know where I would begin. 

I need to stop comparing myself to other people. It’s just…I’m having a hard time being happy just being me these days. 

I don’t sleep. I toss and turn and wring my hands about the future, and I do not sleep.